AITA for disliking my girlfriend watching love island?

i’ve never really liked the show, we watched the last season together with a friend because the mutual friend loves it, but she and i never really found it entertaining.

she told me a few weeks ago she started watching the new season so she can bond with our friends. she offered to watch with me, but we’re long distance and i don’t have peacock so i passed.

yesterday she told me i’d look good in white lingerie. i thought it was silly, since i’ve bought lingerie before but we often don’t use it. later that day, i saw a video on my fyp yesterday about a very queer looking “bombshell” (for those unfamiliar, it’s a girl on the show). i quickly realized that she and a few other girls were wearing white lingerie in the episode.

she explains she wishes i was wearing what those girls were on the screen, which i understand. but oh my god it made me super uncomfortable. it’s not really about a pattern with her or anything like that, just like the thought of her connecting those girls to me that made my skin crawl. after seeing that video, i had a couple other videos come up on my fyp and it made me more upset seeing the outfits thinking about her comment. i suppose i wouldn’t care as much if it’s something we watched together, but her watching it alone and bringing it up like that to me… a different story.

how can i just move past this? she’s apologized for the comment and how it made me feel and shared it wasn’t her intention. but i think i’m still shaken by it all and i don’t know how to get over it.