Is peace possible???

In a world where "Misunderstood" has become the common denominator, I have felt so left behind. I have never known true happiness. What happiness I have found always came with a price.

I dont know how to love. I don't know how to connect. Why words go ignored whether I write them or say them out loud. I have decided to push back. If I'm alone with no.lover, fine. If I'm alone and even my reflection can't stand me, fine.

I will push on. I will find my peace. Whether it be in myself, a friend, a found love, or just trying to appreciate this life I did not ask for

Either way, Im here. Might as well make the best of it.