I forgot you existed for a while... Let me have peace.

I wasn't expecting to hear your voice a few days ago.

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And you spoke to me briefly, in this group chat I'd hijacked.

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I'd hijacked it to tell your gf off for something... But I didn't realise you were actually in it, too.

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She made a big deal of the fact I used to have a thing for you..

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And you tell me in it you're flattered.

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Yes. Yes, I did.

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I had a thing for you. A year ago.

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You're in the past, as I was made to be.

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So, be flattered. But you have to realise, I no longer really feel that way.

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Please don't attempt to re-enter my life.

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The hurt I felt was soul-destroying.

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All I will say is, it's good we had distance

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Or I wouldn't have reconnected with B.

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I don't dislike or hate you. You can't just turn off your feelings. But they're dialled down so much by this point. It may as well be like I have.

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I want you to be happy, but at a distance.

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I'm getting on alright, I suppose.

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Let me carry on in that vein.

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Let me have peace.

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I am too tired to be mentally re-hashing all the trauma.

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I'd have done an awful lot for you back then. You have lost someone who genuinely cared for you, and would have surpassed their means just to see you smile.

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And for that, I am sorry.

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But I am otherwise occupied.

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My life feels fulfilling. You and your gf cause people pain.

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I will protect my peace at all costs. I've only just regained it, after a year and two months.