My fiance has been meeting up with women he met online. Our wedding is in 23 days.

Sorry if this doesn't make any sense. I've been crying non-stop since I found out and meanwhile he is walking around like nothing is happening. I've gone to stay with one of my friends because I can't be around him right now.

My fiance has been meeting up with women that he met online. When I found out it felt like I was falling. He said he can't imagine doing to me the things he does with the women he meets. Because I am too good for that. He did confess that the one women he meets with is a dominatrix. He keeps saying I'm too good to be degraded like that. I couldn't bear to stay in our flat with him. Our wedding is on the fourth of next month. 23 days away. He is cheating on me, no matter what he says about it not counting as cheating. It's not fair and I don't know why this is happening to me.