I’m done ! I can’t take this anymore

Body weakness things getting harder to do
MRI clean bloodwork clean
EMG and nerve conduction test came back with nerve damage in my lower half
Only did an EMT and nerve conduction test on my right leg and right arm

That seems symptoms are getting worse excess saliva now too brain fog just don’t feel like I’m here. I think I’m gonna delete myself from this world. I’ve seek medical care I’ve seek psychiatric care nothing works. I’m done.