help 17 weeks, need abortion

hello guys, can i still go under MA. I don’t have money for SA or Catheter. I don’t earn enough and had to take care of my younger sibs, they are sick. i didnt want to be pregnant. my bf left me coz i got molested by his fam member and he is doubting who might be this baby’s father. In short i’ve been
r🍇d. please i need advices, they doesnt want to help me, and i dont want to cause embarassment to anyone, i kept it all a secret and moved forward, but i cannot keep the baby.