For you

My name: Screw that guy!

It's the only truth I can find. Understandable for sure. Someone else can make you happy, safe and wanted. Don't know if you're even here, or if it's all just people baiting me into thinking it's you. Or it's friends protecting you, or just random people on reddit that you assembled to hunt me down.

I'm saying goodbye for now. You may still be my tf idk, only if you know that I'm your tf, or soulmate for that matter. I'll be rooting for you and supporting you in the shadows. You didn't do anything wrong, don't think that. I did everything wrong!

I'll be there for our kids when it's property allowed. They are the only thing that keeps me going. I hope that you are successful and with someone now that gives you all of the nurturing and attention that I couldn't give you. May you be able to tell that person "ILY"

Fark this isn't easy, and I'm doing this for you. No more shotty letters or L bombs, no more pain hopefully. You are beyond special and whoever you end up with is lucky af. I wanted to have, still want to have a verbal discussion with you if you ever can stomach the sight of me or my voice. And a hug.

I'm sorry for being the person that I am and causing you heartache and pain.

Me