Vision melting when realising I'm in a dream

Every time I realised I was in a dream my consciousness either went back to sleep instantly or my vision started literally melting, looked like the in-between stages of an AI generating pictures, and then went straight into sleep paralysis. I can't really be certain, but I'm pretty sure I'm unable to visualize anything (not in the sense that people usally describe it, anyway) and when I had my longest lucid dream once for a couple seconds I didn't really see anything, but it was more like I felt the things around me, what was weird is that the feelings still felt vision-adjacent since I didn't know what was behind a wall or had like a 360-degree awareness. Even when I have sleep paralysis it's never coherent, it's a mix of very loud demonic sounds and weird imagery that, like colourful static and when I look at it it's like I recognise a monster, like when you're tired and you think you see something in the dark, I have to focus on the shapes and then my brain switches to like a daredevil state just like when lucid dreaming and actually recognize something resembling a monster. I can't really explain it since I've never been high but it is almost like when people describe taking strong psychedelics.

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The point of this post is mainly to see if there are other people that feel like they're on acid when lucid dreaming. Hope I'm not the only lunatic.