I fucking hate him

I fucking hate him, he can never do any wrong, every thing he says is "truth" whatever he thinks is right and the only way to do it, and he makes everything about himself, always. You even made my cancer about you, and how you're feeling. That's the only time you've ever kinda gave a shit about me. You're a shit "father". You ran away from me when I was a child, and never wanted to take responsibility, you wonder why we don't have a close relationship and its because of you. You're peice of shit, and I've never hated someone like I hate you. I'm going through the hardest thing I've ever dealt with, and you're making my leukemia about you, and how you're dealing with it. I can't stand looking at you, or even being around you. Just go back to being the "holiday dad", it was much easier dealing with you like that. I begged to know my dad when I was 5, but now at 29 I just want you to leave. I have a stepdad whose been there for me more than you ever have, or could ever imagine being. Fuck you Q, your services aren't needed. Just go away.