straight guy here. how to get my gay close friend to give me a one time blowjob? need advice.

soo you knowing im not into getting sucked by a guy. but i have a close friend, he's a childhood friend from 8 years ago, we're still friends now. he used to confessed to me 7 years ago that he likes me, but i rejected him cos im straight.

7 years later, we're still friends, until this present, but recently, this year, i sometimes get turned on, fantasizing about him sucking me off. we got out of a party one time, it was just two of us, he was driving and he had to drop me home, and i imagined what if he parked somewhere and sucked me off as ''bro helping a bro out'' type of vibe.

it's not like im turned on by being sucked by any guy. it's the fact that he's my guy ''close friend'' that had a crush on me and I think he would suck me off really well and go crazy on my dick. it's the ''friendship bond with a gay close friend who wants your dick and willing to help you blow a load'' part that turns me on. get me???

it's like emotional bond / gay close friend helping me type of thing that turns me on. get me? i need help.