Its been a year

Its been officially one year of no sex, no bjs, no fingering, nothing sexual, I haven't even seen him naked the whole year.

Ive already given up on sex, but its just so disheartening. Because he WAS making progress, then it crashed and burned.

Before anyone says "leave him", I am disabled and trying to find financial independence but currently I am reliant on him. And outside of sex hes so sweet and my heart really doesn't want to leave.

Just wanted to kinda vent, that's all, thank you