*Everything is so peacful. So wholesome even. It feels so weird...in a good way. I have daughter now...not illusions, not actors. Real daughter. My sweet Meili and Utena. Yet I can't stop thinking about my companions.*

*It is I who did it. I have killed them. My own companions...but...were they even...real at first place?*

*Victoria was...a copy. Made by Mary Sue specifically for my story. That's why Victoria from the train station in Wonderland didn't recognise me. My, Maid Victoria from Elysium and Victoria from Wonderland are two different people.* 

*If that's the case...how can I be sure others were...real? Elma...Jeanne...Catherine...Elisabeth...Dorothy...*

*Red Hood...no...Leke...was kidnapped and fused with the fairytale...was it the same as...those 8 souls fusing into one, my own Black Soul?* 

*I loved them. And I had to kill them. While being watched by the Outer God who created me. Who made me do this. The one who played as my own companion. Mary Sue. Cruel. So twisted.* 

*I do not deserve any of this. What this new world brought to me. I don't deserve to have daughters. I don't deserve to have friends. I don't deserve to live.*

*I can't do anything. I am an undead. Forced to live forever. To see everyone I love pass away with time. I can't be helped. I can't even end myself. That's just...pathetic*.

*~~...there must be a reason why I was brought to this world.~~*