This just happened

I was doing super well in my manifestation I saw movement felt calm within myself with minimal lingering thoughts then today I felt stressed cuz I thought since my pictures are gone there’s no way I’ll get him now and felt just lost but still tried to affirm against that I decide check who he follows in inta and found out he has a bf or gf now but basically back story kniwn him forever then he took my virginity 19 days later goes on date with her yes I affirmed it probably cuz felt there’s third party but we’ve been no contact after he took my virginity I thought he won’t do that but then 1.5 week no contact then my Reddit gets banned cuz we reunite there then my account gets banned cuz my dumbass traded an alt for a love spell