read a book so good last week i haven't been able to write since

finished it sunday night n closed it, sat on the couch staring at the ceiling for like twenty minutes. went to bed n woke up monday and opened my draft and every sentence i wrote felt like garbage compared to the book i'd just put down, Ik comparison k!lls the joy or whatever

it's been a week, i've barely written. i keep going back to the doc and going, what's the point. she already wrote it better than i ever could. why am i even doing this.

logically i know this passes. logically i know reading good books is how you get better and the comparison spiral is part of being a writer. but logic doesn't really help in the moment. what would help is other writers around me right now, going "yeah, that book wrecked me too, here's what helped."

is there a discord or community where you can just bring this in and people get it? because i'm doing my own pep talk in my head and it's not working