There’s something fucking wrong with me and it makes me mad no one can figure it out
Whatever is causing my CFS has to do with this crushing feeling on one side of my head. My CFS came from a head injury that’s where it got hit. Whatever it is is literally what is causing my CFS. It is where my brain fog comes from, it’s where my experience intolerance comes from, it causes PEM. It was getting better and then got way worse after a night of talking too long and then I became extremely severe over night. This extreme pressure weird bringing nails on a chalkboard twisted wrong feeling at the bad of my skull and behind my ear. Every fucking doctor just asks if my mri was clear and I say yes according to the radiologist and they say okay. And that’s the end of it. I can’t fucking stand this there is literally something physically making me sick and no one cares to even be curious to help. I can’t do this much longer. Sometimes I fantasize about running out of my house and running and running and running as long as I can, far far away from my illness and this fucking room that I’ve been stuck in for a year, until my body collapses and just never waking up.
Posted Jun 12, 2026, 12:40 PM UTC