help?

Hey people !
I was scoring 510 in neet 2026.
I was a second year dropper.
My parents were planning to send me to pvt college but then somethings happened and my father’s business shut down. Financially we’re kinda off trail now. They still want to put me in pvt college now as well. Now that only 9 days remain for re neet. I have given up. I cannot study I cannot retain. I wasted my time. I cry daily. I don’t eat. My mental health is deteriorating day by day. If I join pvt med school I will have this life long regret of wasting parents money but then I will have doct ka tag. I was planning an alternative like btech biotech + mba afterwards. Atleast I will be doing that on my own.

Pls help me someone. I need guidance and advice on what alt I have.
I just don’t want to give re neet anymore for the 4th time !