FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

The scales arent balanced. I give my all and get a morsel of attention from everyone. I am so tired of giving. Ive decided to just fade away and I know it wont matter to anyone that I do. Life is an exhausting ride of ups and downs. The ups giving you just enough hope to get you through the downs. But not enough to bring you anywhere good. Its lame and not worth it. If I had advice for my younger self it would be dont give people anything. Dont let them drain the joy out of you. Just do what you want and be happy in it. Everything else is just noise.