My first session (it feels odd but I have too many unanswered questions)

So basically, at first, after the childhood memory that I saw when I went back in time. I saw myself in the middle of a living room. Obviously, it looked way older than the modern living rooms that we have now, the architecture was all made of wood and some porcelain antiques here and there. The living room wasn’t relatively big but also wasn’t small. There were the chairs w cushions in them, the sofas and also a chimney that wasn’t lit w fire because it was the day and pretty warm considering my clothing choices (I had pretty cute polished shoes w a bit of a heel while also wearing some cute socks w lace and ribbon around the ankles, the dress was flowy but not very puffy and went up to my knees so mid length, short sleeves and as for my hands and palms they were covered w gloves white beautiful w lace around the wrists I had no rings on any of my fingers if it matters, I don’t remember my hair much but I can tell u it wasn’t my normal curly hair) as for the rest of the living room after I passed the chimney there was a small table w a chair close to it. A magazine for some reason left there and I could see books on a shelf here and there, also to mention some tea porcelain cups. For some reason I picked it up and on the front page there was a quite large picture of a well dressed man, with a cute thin mustache. He seemed good looking and I believe he wasn’t of any european ancestry more asian I’d say. For some reason I was drawn to his face and kept looking at it, I also tried reading anything on that page to find out more but it was all a blurry mess.

Next scene takes place in the kitchen of my lovely home. It was said that this one had an importance to it. As I was looking around to catch any significance to this, I see a woman probably middle aged, with a long dress puffy but not too much and an apron around her. She knew her way around obviously and actively would call out to me (the name I can’t recall because it’d js get like blurred out) to do something or pick up something around there. In the same kitchen there was like a counter in the middle (similar to a bar counter) and behind it the dining table. I for some reason sat in one of the 6? chairs and was just looking around glazing anything I could really.

Last scene takes place during my last minutes of life. I was in my room I suppose, in my deathbed w three people around. The doctor/physician, the woman from the kitchen w a tray on her hands (as I recall it was to bring me tea for the last time but obviously I wouldn’t drink it since I was dying) and a strange man who I think I had a quite lovely and soft connection with, he looked very soft and sweet yet I can’t remember much about his face other than dirty blonde hair neatly styled back and those rounded puppy eyes. He was caressing my right hand while rubbing (?) his face and jaw over it. At the end of the session (past life hypnosis) I had to let my soul and mind float over the scene. Before returning to the pin point I saw that man kiss my forehead once more after I died, the doctor just closed his eyes while the woman would cry w that untouched cold tea in the tray she was holding. It was sad yet interesting!