Body Dysmorphia

Let's talk about it! So I started microdosing about a month ago because I put on 10 pounds from my not super skinny, but very fit and totally acceptable maintenance weight. And no matter how much I tried body acceptance or dieting my weight was bugging the heck out of me. So I took the plunge, 1.5mg a week, and like a miracle, I'm back. My thighs aren't exploding through my pants, and my eating has really calmed down. Like, I ate healthy and excercized plenty, but I didn't realize how big my portion sizes were getting. Or just how many calories of tahini I was pouring all over my vegetables... So anyways, now I'm here and I want to loose more weight, get back to being skinny skinny, not like skeletal, just like tight, you know? And I wonder if that's a laudable goal, or if body dysmorphia is knocking on the door. Anyone with a similar experience?