Signed the papers today

​I signed the papers today.

​Inside, I am just completely destroyed. I keep asking myself... how long is this feeling going to last? How long until the weight lifts?

​Today was the final fracture. It’s the official end of a life built together, of a shared dream, of a life project we spent years creating.

​I’m just sitting here staring at the wall wondering: what is even left for me now? What does the future look like when everything you planned for is gone?