I feel like my friends dislike me

I don’t mean they actively go about their day and hate watch me but more in a “he’s annoying but I can’t tell him to fuck off kind of way”

I understand there is banter in friend groups and Iv been a chubby guy all my life so I can laugh off the fat jokes easily , but it gets to a point yk. It’s gcse season and we were all willing to get high day after it ends , mind you EVERYONE is doing it. But there is like 3 or 4 of my friends that constantly remind me that I shouldn’t be doing this or that because I’m overweight and not inna supportive like down to earth advice kind of way but inna sarcastic dehumanizing and belittling kind of way yk. It’s like they don’t give a fuck that it’s bad for me they just want a reason to call me fat and that’s what annoys me not the actual offense of calling me fat but joy they experience by putting me down . Now lately iv been calling them out on it yk saying stuff like why do you only police certain attitudes on me and not anyone else , for example they only make personal jokes about me and when it’s smomeone else they will just banter around by calling them names like bitch and stuff like friends should . Another thing is when I call them out they label me as a victim which is so annoying cus what can you even say to that bro .

And it’s the friends that will be nice to you when it’s one on one and admit yhhhh I’m a bit mean but when they are inna group they will leak our private chats just to uplift their day. It’s like I’m here for entertainment only

I wanna leave but I ain’t got no other friends and it will just create problems if I just up and leave