Lost hope

Late night rant. Lost hope in life. Holding on for my son to start surving on his own. Sorry I'm drunk but 100% sober after everything that just happened now. I don't even understand now why I'm existing. I just know that unfortunately there's a life I was forced to give birth to who still needs my care for a few more years until he can start earning on his own. That's the only goal that's keeping me going on. Else my entire life is full of regrets.

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