Important news. I have cancer

That's it. I have brain tumor on stage 2 currently.

My head aches, I hallucinate.

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I literally hate myself for everything I've done. I could be better, but I acted like shit instead. I ruined a wonderful person's relationship with me. I'm just a horrible woman and friend. Wish I'd just die.

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I have operation in Jule. Maybe it would not be successful and I die. Maybe no. I don't care anymore.

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I can't work properly, I'm disabled. I'm making others depressed because of everything. I want attention like a fuck. No therapy helps no matter what I try. I don't have any friends irl.

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Hope at least when it's over I'll have peace