Ifeel like i need a diagnosis to take what i went through seriously

Im already diagnosed with autism this is about another diagnosis

I feel like unless i got something from my experience i can’t really take myself seriously. I’m basically telling myself that i dropped out ofhigh school because of nothing and that i’m not suffering enough at all. My intrusive memories only happen once every other week but my intrusive thoughts have been quite common these last weeks

U can go thru my post history to see what i’ve went through but its very triggering so idk if you should