Just starting to question (possibly MTF)

Hey everyone, I’m 23 and I’ve been quietly questioning my gender for a while now (I think I might be MTF) I’m still deep in the closet and pretty nervous about everything but taking this small step of posting here feels like a positive move i don't have any transportation of money right now, so I’m only able to walk or bike around my small town for now i am looking for any advice or any of your stories when you was still new and i will appreciate kind online friends who are patient and understanding while I figure this out  thx for reading this 💜