im gonna cry istfg everything is awful

i was so close to getting a bunch of feminine clothes at a really good price and now it's impossible and mastercard has most of my money while i have to wait a week for them to send me a new gift card that I'll have to spend in person so i probably am not even gonna be able to get good clothes with it, besides the sales will be over. screw those bastards i knew it was gonna go wrong. of course the one time everything lined up so well something out of my control fucked it up. maybe i can at least get some clothes another way. if not i'll put it towards a new guitar or get some tools or something idk. and it would have all worked fine if i could trust my parents because i wouldn't have had to convert cash to online money in a way they can't see my spending. screw mastercard. visa probably would've worked.