Most reasons to stay are stupid

This post may come off as a bit rude, but I hate this so much. I know people will miss me. No, I do not want to live out of spite. It will not get better for me, my reasons to go aren't temporary, I will struggle my whole life. People say, will all do respect, corny bullshit like: "You'll never see your fav TV show again", or "Your friends will miss your smile". What friends? But really, people assume you still care for those things, that you still enjoy at least some aspects of life. While I'm sure some people do still find joy in the small things, I do not. Every time I see a video of reasons to stay, I don't know, it just kinda inexplicably angers me. Like it feels invaliding maybe, my life feels truly unbearable and some random girl out of touch influencer is telling me to keep living because Starbucks is releasing a new drink next month. Like, girl, I can tell you've never actually been depressed, please. And most of all, what do all of these things matter to me? I'll be dead, completely unaware of the living world, I'll be too dead to care about most of these. Does anyone have any actual reasons to stay? And I'm sorry if I came of as harsh and insensitive, I know these people mean well, I'm just tired of everyone insisting that life is worth living by any means and how beautiful it can be. It feels like someone telling a person with a punctured lung how amazing air is and that you have to keep breathing by any chance, even if it's getting extremely painful and hard to the person.