25M I hate walking outside.

I hate feeling the breeze so easily on my scalp. Normally I can ignore it, I'm lucky that my hair is curly so it looks thicker than it is and I'm mostly through the shedding phase, but feeling the wind across my entire head is the worst and reminds me of how much hair I've lost. I can't even enjoy a walk with my boyfriend sometimes because all I can focus on is the sensation of my hair feeling hollow and sparse and it brings so much attention to it that I just end up comparing my hairline and density to everyone we walk past. I'm really short for a guy too so everyone can see my part line/the top of my head

It's really hot in my apartment but I just turned my fan off because it was making me spiral.