intro

You can call me Xeni. Radical gender ideologist, freak, weirdo, artist, gremlin, anarchist. I love to yap and laugh obnoxiously loud. I'm curious about most things, particularly with recurrent philosophical and/or spiritual themes. I like cooking, nature, animals, friends and board games. Sometimes I shape shift and stir up chaos.

I've dabbled in selling nudes as a means of survival but as I've grown and unfleshed deeper parts of myself, I have outgrown the desire to monetize my own objectification. I was always aware that kinks were a thing and that I had them, but it wasn't until I began exploring my local community that it was something I knew was meant to be a part of my world. Growing up with the expectations of womanhood, I had always felt constrained by assumptions of submissiveness, magnified by my own refusal to adhere to any sort of gender norm. As standard, this mirrors my interests in power exchange dynamics. Cis men, and cis folk in general, undoubtedly receive the most wickedness from me.

I'm here to continue exploring my more sadistic aspects. I'm trying to be realistic, however, and even greater, I'm trying to be authentic. Of course I fantasize about having a little paypig pinging my throne, cackling while I tell my friends about the latest dumb thing he's done to gain my approval, walking around blissful about my own socially shameful secret. At the very least, I just need the anonymous space to work out these desires responsibly and connect with others whose pleasures, as well, do not quite fit the standard mould. A good laugh would do, too.

Do message with age verification. Questions are welcome and I do love to be admired.