I hate myself for being a pisces sun and pisces moon.

I literally hate this about me. Like why do I have to feel things so deeply. I get attached easily to people and I love deeply. I can't even feel like having flings or hook ups because even before coming to that part I start having feelings for those people. And I hate that my intuition is almost always right..it literally makes me realise that Ignorance is a bliss and that whenever I predict the outcome of something is wrong. The outcome turns out to be the exact same thing that I expected. I also hate the fact that falling in love is extremely scary for me because I feel things so deeply and as a man if a woman finds out that I am such an emotional person. I feel like she will be overwhelmed by that. Also something like cheating would also break my heart. I am an attractive looking guy and I have had lots of girls who have had significant others approach me or girls who hide the fact that they have boyfriends or husbands approach me. Which has completely made me lose faith in love as well but the worst thing is that even tho I have lost faith I know that if I start spending time with a girl regardless of whatever the situation is I know that I will fall deeply for that person.l and it scares me. I really don't know what to do with my life. I just keep focusing on work but it's exhausting.