Okay, I finally gave up today

Throughout my life I tried multiple times to learn to play the bass. Each time I returned I become worse and worse regarding to my abilities.

I even tried to complete the bassbuzz course.

After months of praticing, trying to learn some simple songs, trying to jam to some simple backing tracks, I always end up where I was at day one.

I really like the instrument, and was a dream of mine to play, but I guess that is not my path.