Dealing with hypomania

Hi guys! Sorry I’m new here and a bit nervous. But I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 (questioning bipolar 1 with how long my episodes are) in January of 2025. I started vraylar like maybe three ish weeks ago while also coming off of seroquel (I’m also on lamictal 300). But last week I started to feel what I call my sparkles. I get tingly, can almost feel my muscles convulsing (I know weird), and started thinking I was attractive. And before I knew it, I was dealing with hypomania. And so I talked to my psychiatrist and we upped my vraylar but I’ve now been sitting and enjoying the highs. It feels like the only time I tend to look at myself and like myself (I also deal with an ed). So I didn’t take them for the first time last night. I feel just I know I’m dealing with feelings of being manic. I just I’m wondering if anyone knows how to just get their brain to take the damn drugs. Thanks everyone! X