The 2 reasons to not kms are now gone

I had a teacher I really liked who I wanted to finish my last year of highschool with but now she has to move schools.

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Her new job was actually going to be by my job and so she said she might be able to visit me there sometimes.

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It was sad but I still didn't feel like I could kms bc my work relied on me sm and it felt unfair to make them have to pick up my hours if I did end it.

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We're now shutting down and my last day is Monday

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I'm only 17 so it will be almost impossible to get a job else where in a leadership position

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Ive been suicidal since I was 9 and I just don't see the point of going on anymore