My parents messed up my life

I didn't ask to be born first of all. But even outside of that.

I didn't ask to be abused. I didn't ask to have an abnormal childhood. I didn't ask to be forced into environments that only hurt me even more. I didn't ask to live in this stupid area. I didn't ask to have no one support me. I didn't ask to have no one actually listen to me.

My parents aren't great people. They make stupid decisions. The only problem is that I experience the consequences too.

I have to clean up the mess that was given to me and somehow create a perfect life from it. Then they get upset that I can't. It's honestly shocking how far I've gotten in such horrible conditions, but no one can see that. So many odds are against me that giving up seems like the way better option right now.