The struggle with love, relationship’s and the norm

“Who wants to be my boyfriend?”

Bro, to be honest a lot of girls in this world right now are desperately seeking for love at least the stories that I hear from people. I’m also reading and listening to people off/on line about people rushing into relationships, a.k.a., jumping in and out of one and then into others.

Why do you have to be so desperate?

Why do people have to seek for some type of love that their family doesn’t give them?

I don’t wanna make this post sound like it’s too much or it’s towards anyone, but I’m talking in general from my point of view. I don’t wanna get attacked in the comments I don’t wanna get made fun of but it’s things that I speak on that people don’t speak on and I want just to get it out there. People don’t understand the real concept of love people go out there and use and abuse, women and girls for their body. They don’t just use them for their body. It’s other things too like using them for attention, effectiveness of the love girls give to guys. It’s not just girls that guys too. I’m not saying every Guy and Girl in the world is like this, but a lot of them are. There are so many stories and so many bad things I hear about relationships people don’t know how to keep their mouth shut when they don’t have something nice to say some men don’t even know how to keep their thing if you know in their pants. I wish love happened like back in the real old days because now people don’t even know how to love for real.

Sometimes I feel safe from the crowd all the time to go out in public, and I feel scared to death, knowing the fact that if I ever do get into another relationship, it could end up where I’m in a position where I once used to be. It’s a very scary time of my life not just currently but I’m scared for other people who I care about. I don’t know if I’m saying scary in the right sense of me trying to explain myself when I say I’m only scared for the possible bad outcome. But it’s what you make of it, right?

I don’t wanna be the guy who gets looked down upon every time. I try to speak my mind about something and then immediately get downloaded because every time I do post on here, I get like several down votes and my score goes so low to the point my account gets banned. I just wanna be able to speak my mind and tell people things. I try to make friends on here too, and it doesn’t really work out every time I’ve made a friend my account gets banned and I never talked to them again. I might be skipping around here and a lot of this probably doesn’t make sense, but this is just how I ran in a venting way. So I’m sorry everybody here who’s reading who may get confused at times. A lot of of us are going through a hard time and a lot of us have it easier. A lot of us also have harder than others and you know that’s just how it is in this life that we live. I just wanna get it out there for anybody who is also reading this far. I hope you get through everything that you are going through. I hope you really do win the battles that you don’t talk about every day in your head. I know how it feels. I remember back in the day I used to go through a lot and I low-key didn’t wanna be here anymore. It’s a very strange place to be when you feel like you have everybody around you and you know you do who have the ability to give you things, especially with the fact that you know that you have people around you who do care and love you. A lot of people leave you a lot of people switch up and go down their own road.

It’s OK to not be OK. Everybody goes through something and you know it’s better to talk to somebody about it then just to keep it bottled up because in the end that just hurts you and I remember all the times I used to bottle everything that I really wanted to talk about but felt like I couldn’t at the same time so ended up turning into multiple panic attacks that ended me open the hospital. Anyways, that’s my little session for today. I hope everything is going good and everybody has a good day so far. I started college recently. I was on my third day yesterday and I start again next week. Anyways, happy weekend y’all. 💯💯