I have a big problem

Brothers and sisters in Christ, I have a problem with how I treat people. It's probably because I'm oversaturated with certain media that I'm starting to develop an aversion to women. I KNOW HOW THAT SOUNDS, OKAY? And yet, I'm completely serious. I don't remember exactly how it started, but it was probably because I was watching content criticizing worldly women and other videos about gender wars. It got worse when I got involved with a group of people, some of whom didn't even consider women human, telling and showing how easily they treated them. It seemed like I could just let it slide and not bring it up, but eventually, I began to notice confirmation of their words around me.

By "starting to notice confirmation of their words around me," I mean common stereotypes, like belief in tarot cards, zodiac signs, an unwillingness to accept responsibility, and so on, so on, so on. I know this sounds vile, and I sincerely apologize if I offended anyone, but I've decided to overcome myself and trust you, brothers, for guidance in this matter, and perhaps pray for me to be freed from this mental illness. I don't want to find a wife, and I ask you to pray for me only that I become more tolerant of people and love them. I don't want to ruin my life just because of some brainwashing through YouTube videos and stereotypes. My name is Basil, and I hope at least one of you will pray for me.

I'm already terribly ashamed, and the last thing I want is to shame myself for nothing