I almost got diagnosed with BipolarDisorder AMA!

Well apparently the only reason I am not diagnosed​ is the fact I am not 18 yet! I kind of wondered what would people ask me if they had a chance sooo here I am, I saw how people freely talked abt sociopathy although it is a mental illness, so why not? I might get diagnosed with it too​ anyway (for several reasons I'll tell you later) I feel like people need to stop treating mental illnesses as something you should not talk about 'cuz now days even with world wide network it may look like you having those troubles alone, which is obviously not true, so here is my little story abt how did I ended up here in the first place:

For some time I was kinda feeling out of place like there was something off abt me (back to the time I was an angsty depressed 12 yo) so I was 14 yo when I willingly got myself in a neuropsychiatric dispensary which is basically a​ psychiatric hospital. Nothing much depression and ADHD... Well next time (15 yo me hi and f#ck you) I was not so lucky it was an ambulance, intensive care and uhh a nuthouse, I was not really getting what is happening until I was already in my ward. After a month in there they finally set me free... And made me go to therapy! TA-DA! Not much of a choice so I went there, on like a 4th session therapist told me I MIGHT have a bipolar disorder and on a 6th it was already "We should get you diagnosed with it later" Two more years and magic will happen, ts will be official!

I was suspecting this over a year aaand since it turned out to be truth I really started considering I most likely have some other issues, the picture just didn't look full to me. Now I am really suspicious if I may or may not have ASPD/sociopathy...​ Because I am quite um...well impulsive, do lack empathy, sense of guilt and not really saying truthful things mostly even in my discharge summary was mentioned that I have some violent traits, lack self criticism and have tendency to manipulative reactions. It is definitely a reason to self-reflect​ soo... Yeah...

Anyway, ask me anything you'd like to know about it! ;3​