Its 5am in the morning and i feel completely hopeless.

I really need some perspective because I’m struggling right now.

For the last 3–4 hours, I’ve been crying on and off because I’m not able to perform in sales. I know work isn’t everything, but this job is extremely important to me. I’m living away from home, and I have about a year to get my life on track. I worked hard to get this opportunity, and I genuinely want to make it work.

The problem is that despite trying everything I can think of, I’m still not getting results. It’s been around 2–3 months, and I haven’t made a single sale or earned any commission. Every day I see my colleagues posting their wins and successes in the group chat, while I’m stuck at zero. It’s becoming harder and harder not to compare myself to them.

What makes it worse is that I don’t feel like I’m not trying. I’m putting in the effort, learning, practicing, and showing up every day, but nothing seems to be clicking.