I feel like I’m faking..

Like first of all, I have trouble like imagining the accent one of my kins had, so my voice in my past life based off my kin memories sound completely different than how I actually sounded in my past life, like bro how am I not able to imagine my kins accent like bro(idk how to word that so I hope that made sense?) and all my fucking kin memories are in 3rd person instead of my POV, it feels like I’m just imagining a scenario rather than having an actual kinmem..

And based on my kinmems the two characters I ship are canon in my past life, I feel like I’m just making it up..

Idk I feel like I’m delusional and not actually a fictionkin, I think I’m pretending without realizing it