I actually kind of enjoy having a belly now

For starters I'm 34M. I'm 6'5, used to be 190lbs, but recently I've ate myself to 275lbs. My belly got fairly big. My love handles were the only place i got stretch marks somehow. But, for some reason I actually think having a belly isn't all that bad. I actually like it and people get confused when I tell them that and offer to help me lose weight. But, I prefer how I look and feel with it. It's also kind of enjoyable to play with. I know this makes me weird and it'll make dating more challenging. I like if a woman has a bigger belly, but I know it might not be like that both ways.