When will I be truly over it?

Its been way more than half a year since that day - the 14th of October - that I got left.

There are good days, there are bad days... But ultimately I am filled with so much regret. So much stuff I should have done better. I was so careless and truly took them for granted, so naturally I was super surprised when they just left me.

Ever since then I just think all day about how I'd love to turn back the clock a year. How I could have been so much better. How I should have showed how much I care.

Seriously, when this this pain in my chest stop? I regret how I behaved so much... I'd give everything for another chance.

:( I don't know if I can ever get over you. I miss you, KT.