LO made her instagram public

My LO made her instagram public. for context we were not following each other for almost three years now, and her instagram was private.

a week ago i realized she made her instagram public. The amount of dopamine rushing to my body from seeing her was crazy. The old pictures i remember, seeing them again just felt incredible. seeing our pictures together she posted. it felt good and still feels good to be able to see her photos. But this doesnt change the fact that she is currently ghosting my texts.

Still I cant help but check her profile and look at the pictures. No matter what she does, how she ghosts if she doesnt reject me the delusion will continue. I just want everything to stop and need disclosure for myself.