i hate my doctor

im in the psych ward rn and my doc is so getting fired after this. shes talking about Haldol injections and ECT because i drop my medications. i dont even understand what my diagnosis is 😭😭😭 all my papers say different bullshit. “Psychosis unspecified”, “depression w psychosis” “mania” etc. those are all from this single ER trip. sorry for ranting but this system is broken and i’m running as far as possible.