I want so badly to submit to a bigger man.

I'm still so new to all of this and the notion of submitting to another man is still really kind of crazy to me. But I want it so badly, and there's no denying it. I want to feel the weight of a man bigger than me in every way pressing down on me as he climbs up on top of me. I need to feel him split me open as he claims my hole. Need to hear him grunt in my ear as he bottoms out, his balls pressing up against me. I need to submit so, so badly.

I live in NJ, if ya happen to be from around here