So idek what's to do

I been taking 2 mg Clonazepam for the last weeks, been addicted to xans for like 2 years 30+- mg a week(barz) and always with alcohol, rn im on valium and kpin hellla beer and 3mmc cocain vodka, i went to the doctor they said they can't taper me cuz i been buying pills from a dealer, thay r real tho from like the east side of the word. Im so fufked up rn, listing 2 falling for me with a beer amd a blunt, idk what 2do my new gf) left me like 3 weeks ago idek what to 2 im sorry, if yall wanna add my Instagram its @k0l.sb

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