weird vivid dream interpretation

ok so before I get into the dream, some bg info is that I've recently started to consider myself as "claircognizant", I don't want to get into the details as I want to make this short but ever since I was a child I have been able to predict events, and information that I had no way of knowing.

So I've never really had dreams that have come true before but recently, obviously I've been getting very deep into the entire psychic thing. And I constantly try to focus on my third eye and try to meditate sometimes.

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So last night I was at a relatives house and was getting a very weird vibe/energy from the place. And I don't mean evil energy, I just mean I felt really curious to contact a spirit at that time.

So anyway I went to sleep after that and in my dream, I was with some people (who I know irl) and they saw something and starting running. It was a bunch of people and I was also running because I thought there was something chasing us. While running we got bruised a lot and we were washing off our bruises in a restroom, and then I found out that a "Meteor shower" or something similar to meteors hitting the earth is about to happen and apparently everyones going to die. Now English isn't my first language so even tho I have heard those words before I wouldn't be able to put together what exactly happens in a Meteor shower (even though I know what meteors are) and have never seen it irl.

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Anyway so we were sitting in this bus sort of thing knowing we were going to die very soon, I sat with 2 people I'm the closest to irl. The next thing I know we're all on the ground. And the sky is purple and there's like golden or yellowish Meteor things in the sky. And I was just laying down, seconds away from dying and I just felt...so free. It was such a bittersweet and beautiful moment. I felt like for the first time in a long time I was completely in the moment and everyone around me and I was dying.

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Again for context, I'm a maladaptive daydreamer. It's basically daydreaming as a coping mechanism and it eventually becomes an addiction. I rarely feel in the moment anymore and I'm too scared to completely let go because then I start grieving the people in my head like they're dead.

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I think it was my spirit guides telling me that even really painful things are worth living through. And that even that pain is freeing.

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Can other psychics help me interprete this better? :,)

I've never seen a Meteor shower before but I kind of painted what it looked like in my dream...

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