Struggling with my sexual attractions

Hey.
I’m a dude that has been struggling for too long for being submissive in sex, i cant find pleasure in domming my girl or being in the lead, and i cant confess it to nobody as im ashamed and not ready to expose myself, so whenever im with my friends i never talk about it and i feel insecure when they talk about their experiences as normal people…
is there any people like me in morocco too? who are ashamed of themselves.