Maybe I'm selfish but I'm scared of losing this

I've dealt with terrible sleep for years.

Not the kind where you're a little tired the next day. The kind where you stare at the ceiling until 3am knowing you have to be up in a few hours. The kind where you wake up exhausted no matter how long you were in bed.

After a while it starts affecting everything. Work, relationships your mood. Your ability to enjoy anything.

I tried the usual stuff. Prescription stuff. Over the counter stuff. Different routines. Different diets. Most of it either didn't work or left me feeling worse.

A while back I found kratom products with natural 7oh.

I'm not dramatic about it it just worked. It helped me slow down at the end of the day and actually get some rest. For the first time in a long time I wasn't spending every night watching the clock and dreading the next morning.

Now I'm hearing it's getting banned and I genuinely don't know what I'm going to do.

This isn't recreational for me. This is how I get through the week without feeling completely broken down.

I'm not asking for a debate.

I'm just someone who finally found something that helped and I'm scared of losing it.