My Much Older BF

So I am a 19F. I am Bisexual. So, my most recent ex is a female. And we were together for 3 years. While together she would introduce me to the smoke life 💨. Well she would introduce me to her supplier which is a guy that I've actually known for a really long time. Due to the fact that this guy use to be my brothers best friend. And he was that friend that actually would like stay the night and all that growing up. Now, once they got to hs they naturally drifted as best friends blah blah blah. Now, while with my gf at the time I would buy weed from him. We would occasionally have smoke sesh with him. Fast forward some, my gf at the time and I would start having a rocky situation that ultimately ended with us just splitting up. Which that would lead me to smoke some more. I would be 18 at the time of the breakup. And with me smoking more I was around the supplier alot more. Which we would eventually start to mess around as he would always make comments about trying out a lesbian. Which at the time I just thought he was being funny, till one thing lead to another I would cave lol. And the more we messed around we would eventually start to date. He's 28 years old, which dating someone that much older than me has been on the down low with my family lmao. As they would flip the heck out. And in hind site has been def an adventure to say the least 😅