I feel like I’m waisting my 20s and I have no idea what to do or make it better
Im 21f don’t know what to do it’s summer and there’s nobody to hangout with everyone’s busy story of my life. I go to work come back I’ve already been on walks I ask people to do things there busy working everytime.
Do a hobby: yes I sew but I gets so boring. I started doing an Arielle class it was fun something I’d like but I need to find a different studio that does more advanced things this was putting. Myself out there and trying something new. In the class there was only 2 other 40year old moms so not really what I could make a friend. Call around nothing has any start dates till the end of the month so what do I do.
Like I sit around watching movies or such walking my dog but it’s the same thing there’s nothing else it feels so bland . I want to do things with people last month was so horrible I sat at home and essentially did nothing I did t have a job and nobody was free to hangout. Now I have a job but was hopping it would give me some sort of social life but no I just work with one other person and we don’t see eachoether or talk have anything in common it’s cleaning. I’ve tryed to reach out to restaurants hand out resumes nothing back. Yea I was trying to find a job with people my age that’s how I made my current friends. People tell me I’m good looking and that I should model yes I’ve trie agency’s in my area and there’s not really such a thing.
I want social interaction but all I can think about is the club which I don’t really like cause it’s terrible music only late, creepy men I don’t really drink. What is there to do in the day? Then I’m looking for activity’s that the city hosts nope not anything soon.
I hate being alone I’m alone most of my life never had anyone to do anything with or friends so I feel very behind. I hate the just do it alone but I have been the whole time where do I meet people that’s real I’m not socially weird I’m likeable and happy to people. Like it’s not good just being Alone with your thoughts and not when that’s all you do.Then its find another job this that I’ve done that terrible I want some sort of enjoyment not feel so alone. Then it’s travel with who. This summer so far is Terrible just like the last and so forth.I’m tired of sitting at home just going to the gym which take max 1hour of my day.
Posted Jun 12, 2026, 11:55 PM UTC